The way I see

Tag

June 25th, 2007 Ciudath

Got tagged by Unhappy Fairy - nEMO (one more reason to hate me).

1. How are you feeling today?
Heaven Shall Burn - The Weapon They Fear

2. Will you get far in life?
Fastball - The Way

3. How do your friends see you?
Death Angel - The Devil Incarnate

4. Will you get married?
Hypocrisy - Eraser

5. What is your best friend’s theme song?
Cake - Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps

6. What is the story of your life?
AB4 - Mult prea

7. What was high school like?
Guano Apes - Lords Of The Boards

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Bucovina - Sunt munti si paduri

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Cargo - Buletin de stiri

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Luna Amara - Somn

11. What song describes you?
AB4 - Hol

12. To describe your grandparents
Simon&Garfunkel - The Sound Of Silence

13. How is your life going?
Metal Church - A light in the dark

14. What song will they play at your funeral
The Cramberries - Will You Remember

15. How does the world see you?
In Flames - Land of Confusion

16. Will you have a happy life?
Iggy Pop -The Passenger

17. What do your friends really think of you?
Gothminister - Dark Salvation

18. Do people secretly lust after you?
In Flames - Timeless

19. How can I make myself happy?
Dark Tranquillity - Lost To Apathy

20. What should you do with your life?
The Outburst - SchizoFrenzy

Pass to: Blak Butterfly, Cool Goose, Ashtray, Dada and ToFeeFii

Depersonalizare (fig)

June 25th, 2007 Ciudath

Sunt momente pe care cred ca fiecare le aveam, mai devreme sau mai tarziu, mai mult sau mai putin intense, in care pur si simplu iti doresti sa dispari. Nu stiu, poate este o tendinta inevitabila de a fugi de tot; oricum cand intervine saturatia clar alt gand nu poti avea.

Poti alege fuga sau metamorfoza, depinde de caz. Eu una le-as alege cumva combinate. Dar ce te faci cand ajungi la saturatie si nu te poti pierde in spatiu!?!?! E simplu, disperi.

La ce buna disperarea? La nimic! E genul de stare la care daca ai ajuns incepi sa te depersonalizezi (fig) incet, dar sigur.

Incepi sa dezvolti un comportament lipsit de sens, de autodistrugere, nu te mai recunosti, nu mai esti recunoscut etc. Urasc acel mod abuziv in care unele persoane incearca sa-ti acapareze existenta pentru a-si satistafe micile curiozitati. Agresivitatea retractanta o gasesc un mod amiabil de a indeparta urmele curiozitatii nesimtite.
Maybe i will have my depersonalization. So watch out!